Mind Games

I really don't know what it is about the brain that tends to have the power and need to give up your heart with out letting you know beforehand. Before you know it, your heart belongs to someone else, and there is seemingly no reverse reaction possible in the brain's chemistry that can stop and, well, reverse this whole process.

Why do we have the need for someone to share our lives with? Why do we feel more complete when we're with a certain someone? My only answers to these questions are simply because: because we have the need for someone to share our lives with, because we feel more complete when we're with a certain someone.

I am so lucky to have found someone who makes me feel complete, and who makes me feel special. I was always one to be hesitant and skeptical in "couple" situations, because I had always thought that why should I risk my happiness with someone? Why should I put myself on the line of love, only to have the possibility of love ripping my soul to shreds and leaving a horrid, horrid after-taste of love in my mouth? I never liked the fact that my happiness could depend entirely on someone else. However, I learned that this is not supposed to be the case.

First of all, one should already be happy with one's self when starting a relationship. The relationship and love only enhance your happiness, not create it. Otherwise, you'll be just creating a false sense of happiness, and the relationship, however good it may /seem/ to be, becomes an unhealthy one. You'll depend on your better half to make you happy, and when this isn't the case, you'll be devastated. You'll realize that you've become so dependent on your significant other to make you happy, that you won't know what makes you happy.

Second of all... Actually, I don't have another point. This is just a small rambling session, which will probably occur more often than not on this side of the net, or in this particular journal. Yeah, I'm talking to you, non-existent reader!

I think what I'm trying to convey that I am so incredibly happy with my boyfriend, and my relationship with him couldn't be better. He rules. The end.